thankyou everyone for you replies. I explained everything to my t today and she saysmy children love me so much , my son is scared I will be as depressed as before and do something silly, I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT.However, I am still waiting for an appology for the awful name he called me. He has been as nice as pie since I came home. Heis really guilty I know that. My daughter I haven't spoken to yet,my husband has been lovely all day, I told him I will not
be well for many months and he has to try and understand, as well as I have to understand it ishard to live with for them. I have thought about family therapy, but can't face that right now. This is the first time this has happened foralong time, things have settled down. My daughter thinks sheknows how to give me therapy herself,she did an AS level in psychology, a little knowledge goes a longway. My t says they all have to cut me some slack and stop laying downboundaries as it makes me feel triggered and threatened. I will have afamily meeting at the weekend when we're all together.

thanksagain, Kerry xoxoxoxoxo