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Originally Posted by Breadfish
A few things.
- My parents are away for the evening, so I have to be on my best behaviour. Else they'll never dare to leave me alone again.
- I'm missing and thinking of my pdoc. (he's on vacation, by the way) I'm afraid that means I'm developing transference. I have enough problems without adding transference to the list.
- T is on vacation so I can't call her and talk to her. Or maybe her vacation doesn't start until Monday, but I'm afraid to call and find out. It's unfortunate - I've called her less than a handful times in the year and a half I've been seeing her, but now that's she on vacation, I want to speak to her.
- I'm tired of.. coping, mostly. But afraid what'll happen if I don't. Or what'll happen if I do.
And another couple of things I don't know how to say.
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Ugh, to lose all your support at once! I don't think it would hurt to try and call your T. It seems like it might help, and at worst, you will find out she did already start her vacation. Is it a office phone, or personal? I bet if it was personal, she might not mind checking in with you. Try and remember that if she doesn't want to answer (bc she's on vaca), she won't. She wouldn't "force" herself to answer if she didn't want to.