Before I was diagnosed as bipolar, I didn't know that I had manic/hypomanic episodes. So, I fully don't remember what I've done while manic/hypomanic.

I was actually diagnosed as bipolar in August 2015, and I've only had 1 dysphoric mania episode since then (that I know of). I remember all the details of it, and I told it to my therapist.

I also think I might've been hypomanic back in September... I bought a $600 guitar because I convinced myself that I was destined to be a rockstar. lol. I have NO idea how to play the guitar, and it's been sitting in my room collecting dust. I might try to learn how to play it soon. (I might as well.)

I told that to my old therapist, and she said, "Yeah, that's normal. That's because you have ADHD. You just were a little hyper and got carried away." LOL. That was one of the dumbest things she said to me! She is my therapist no more.