Woke up at 3 am again with heart racing, chest pains couldn't catch my breath. This went on all day. I was ready to go on and die so I did nothing about it. Finally called a friend and they urged me to go to the er, so I did. They did an ekg and some blood work. They made me stay overnight, gave me some ativan which did the trick. They said it was the Geodon, which has a rare side effet of cardio problems. Also, all the meds I've been on and off on in the last couple of months; med induced anxiety. The discharge papers said chest pain. Whatever. Now I'm on 600mgs seroquel, 100mg. topamax and 400mg. tegretol.

I'm so sedated, drowning in a sea of seroquel. I can barely climb the stairs. Gravity is stronger than before, so hard to do anything. Mania all gone after weeks of flying, now takes max effort to do anything.