So my h convinced me to go ahead and ask t for receipts so I can submit to insurance, since with my son wanting to go to therapy too, we might have a chance of meeting our deductible. We talked about it today and she's writing one up for going back to January 1 of this year so I can submit it. Part of this process was she had to come up with a diagnosis. She just sent me an email suggesting that she use a diagnosis of "adjustment disorder/mixed". I do not know how I feel about this!! She sent me a link to read some information about it, I suppose it could fit just about anybody at some point in their life, so it can definitely fit me (especially thinking about the problems in my marriage). But it feels weird to see it on paper. I guess it's a trade-off for making peace with my h about continuing to go to therapy... having to deal with how this diagnosis makes me feel. I kinda liked not having to have one, I must admit, since I've been paying out of pocket for so long. Suddenly everything feels so formal. Maybe this is a blessing in disguise to help me get over the transference stuff!!