How do you feel about your current cocktail?

Personally, I don't want to take Latuda anymore. I got depressed on it 3 times (yes, 3 times), it makes me incredibly drowsy, and apparently over time it causes your brain matter to deteriorate. [link]

I'm not sure why my pdoc thinks it's a good med for me. While I haven't had any (hypo)manic episodes with it, it doesn't prevent depression or dysphoric mania. So, I guess there's some benefit to it, but it has a lot of negatives for me (including the absurd price of it). I don't think it's worth taking anymore. I just want to stick to Lamictal and Lexapro.