They were trying to convince me that I can't predict the future and something might change and instead all they did was make me think about it all week and weekend and convince me that I was right the first time and I will always be alone for many many reasons too many to overcome.

Tonight I am actually back to feeling suicidal again with a lot of ideation keeping me from just trying to fall asleep and dealing with this tomorrow.

I tried going into chat for some distraction and support but only one room is occupied/active and several people in there are being nasty, name calling, and hurtful to one another. So I left.

Good job, Psych Central chat members.