A few things.
- My parents are away for the evening, so I have to be on my best behaviour. Else they'll never dare to leave me alone again.
- I'm missing and thinking of my pdoc. (he's on vacation, by the way) I'm afraid that means I'm developing transference. I have enough problems without adding transference to the list.
- T is on vacation so I can't call her and talk to her. Or maybe her vacation doesn't start until Monday, but I'm afraid to call and find out. It's unfortunate - I've called her less than a handful times in the year and a half I've been seeing her, but now that's she on vacation, I want to speak to her.
- I'm tired of.. coping, mostly. But afraid what'll happen if I don't. Or what'll happen if I do.
And another couple of things I don't know how to say.