My heart goes out to you. I have a similar fear. I'm not in a place yet where I can be left alone over night. I don't like being alone at all. For me, being armed and trained takes care of my fear of an intruder but it doesn't even touch my fear that something will go wrong with my health and I will be all alone with no one to help me. Even typing it I see how irrational that is (I'm 26 years old with no known medical conditions and boy have they searched for one), but I have yet to completely beat my hypochondria.

Just think of how much stronger and proud of yourself you will be when the ten days are over!