I understand. I have a lot of anxiety working, too. I tried to get a job in March but the idea of being around customers and other staff, having to be there at a certain time and all of the other rules that came with the job were too much so I ignored the call saying I got the job. (Which caused more anxiety and disappointment in myself.) So I decided to start small. I found a job that is only 3 days per week, 3.5 hours per day, close to my home. I clean banks, by myself and I have a six hour window I can complete them in. I can wear whatever I want and listen to music. I have been working there for a month and it is going well.

Maybe you could find something similar that will take the pressure off?