Dear t,
I am really feeling my sadness and it hurts. I know you always say that in Oder for it to pass I have to go through it but it has been with me for nearly two weeks and there is no sign of it passing. I wish that you were here with me so I could see something at the other end to get through this. I know you are away training and with your t friends and so you are not even thinking of me. This feels different, this sadness, my sadness. I realise I am painfully alone and it hurts because all I can remember is when I wasn't alone. It's like the past is haunting me, well if you were here you would ask me to say my past is haunting me and it really is. I feel lost and alone and in a Pitt of despair, there is no escape t and I don't see you till Friday.

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