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Originally Posted by Crocus
It is really hard to know (or to believe). Sometimes people do kind things that don't benefit themselves. That is a sign they care. (This is an ongoing theme for me in therapy so it is something I think about often. It is rather painful.)
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I'm sure I'll have to face it eventually. I just hate feeling the pain I already repressed.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. 
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