I've started getting attached to my therapist. The first 4 days between my sessions seem like absolute agony (no contact between sessions). It feels like I lack something, I lack her. My mood lifts during last 3 days as the separation anxiety turns into excitement from anticipation. I've never experienced such strong emotions for anybody earlier.
PS Please also note that my brother sees my therapist too, and has multiple sessions in a week (2x, 3x per week) which sometime stretch beyond the hour. And I have to drop him and wait in the waiting room (he has a lot of anxiety issues). It is like she is near me, I can see her, but the distance between us is unbridgeable.
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