So I've been having these dreams as of late that just seem to be heartbreaking. Where I find myself finding someone who loves and accepts me and just curls up next to me and makes my heart melt. Then they disappear and I find myself searching for them in the dream to never find them. I wake up and just feel so alone. Just feel hurt that it was just a dream and not reality. Then it makes me think will it ever happen where I find that someone again? Or starts making me think of my ex and how I miss her. It just sucks.. Not to mention it's a rainy day here. Days like this make me feel like I've backtracked the progress I've made so far. Has anyone had dreams like this? Or maybe felt the way I do? I just feel alone even though I have family and a few friends. Just miss hugging a special someone, or having them curl up next to me, with their head rested on my chest or face up against mine. I dunno.. I'm just ranting I guess. Just a lonely crappy day.

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