Hi lelouch,

I'm sorry you're feeling uncomfortable with these people. It's really hard to feel like you don't really fit in. I'm a bit like that, I often feel people only talk to me because I'm around.

I think many people feel like that and often people do only talk to others because they're in the same group.

I try not to let feeling the odd one out stop me from doing something fun or that I'm into. Eventually I have found a good friend who we support each other on equal terms, beyond that I try to make the most of the company of acquaintances but try not to worry that it's usually no more than that.

Many people are thoughtless more than vindictive. They are so wrapped up in themselves and their own insecurities they don't think how their behaviour affects others.

I hope you can keep doing the things you enjoy, at least it gets you out of the house which gives more opportunity to meet someone you will relate to more easily.

Good luck, you have shown yourself to be a strong person. Be kind to yourself.