Hello Basspro85: I'm sorry you are having such a crappy day. The sun is shining today where I live. Personally, however, I'm a dark, rainy day person. I shrink when the sun shines...

A few months back, I went through a period of time when I kept having dreams wherein I would get into a major blowout argument with my wife (& sometimes my parents... who are in reality now long since dead.) As a result of the argument, I would leave my home & walk out into the night... (it was always nighttime) with the knowledge that I neither would nor could ever return. I was always left wondering where I would go or what I would do.

These dreams always left me feeling sad, confused & frightened. I haven't had any of them recently that I know of. (I don't recall many of my dreams when I wake up.) But I obviously still remember the ones I had. I wish you well...