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I am so stressed. I am so fed up with everything. I'm honestly glad I'm seeing my psychologist on Friday, and yet I'm not. I don't know what I'm feeling, actually. Sometimes I feel I'm just here, or that I'm a mistake. I see no reason to be here, and yet I am still here. Anyone ever feel the same way. Life. It will honestly beat you down and laugh while it does it!!
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. 
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