Then it appears that you put yourself down. If you travel extensively and do other interesting things like painting and playing music then surely your life consists of more than naps. You portray your life as there is nothing going on. Woman in her 50s is very realistic but it isn't age range you were referring to. You said 35. And until recently you went for 20 something year olds.

But regardless what we think you can proceed the way you see fit. It's just sad that you keep complaining yet make no changes in your life

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