Hello. I agree with the previous answer by Don't _Follow.

Also, I notice you are feeling kind of down on yourself and this is reflected in your negative outlook on life. Depression and loneliness can do that. Being isolated and without someone to share with can do that.

I think that when we are depressed like this we look out at the world around us and see only the bad stuff and the creepy selfish people who are only out for themselves, and then we say to ourselves, 'see, I am right, everyone is like this and there is no hope because everyone is a really a shallow bastard out for himself. '

Write your story and tell us what you see and how you feel. Tell us about your experinces and reflections on life and people. Dont let the idea that only rich or pretty people matter or are interesting blind you and keep you from writing your story. nothing could be further from the truth! Every man has a story inside him and this is his unique and special story to write. That story is yours and only yours to tell and that story can be a way to connect with other people.

Take care now. Get out your pen and notebook. Begin.