am afraid bcause the psychotic person that cause a lot of un needed problems will be released from prison in a few months after being locked up for some years.. 10 years i dunno i cant remember time very well...

its making me bad... blanking out...
whats going to happen to me when he is let out... he says in letters he is sorry and blabla and is going to change his life when he is out, but something still just sounds psychotic about him i feel he will never be someone i want to see... but i just know he's going to pop up... likle always... trying to break the door down probably...
i cant sleep like that... it was pain ful to live so far over the edge on alert...
but i feel so broken i m shutting down or going hay wire...
why do some people terrorize people... this sucks... i hope i dont blank out and kill him if he comes around... something never let me before so hopefully i just stay away... i dont like him...

i wish someone could help...