Hi,
Yes, this opens up some deep and interesting issues.
I take it as a compliment really that I dont seem schiz.

What has happened here, I think is explainable. The info I came accross is totally different to the normal DSM type thing. If you check out Ralph Klien (or Guntrip, he came before Klien, I've only just started his book), - you get such a different perspective, and also, it opens up understanding of people in a different way, and with his approach many such as me can be understood and dxd as schiz who never would normally be.
And that in itself is another hot issue, this business of a 'DIAGNOSIS'. Although I talk about it in a kind of cavalier way, ...it can also have a weird effect on me, and get my issues triggered, like my reaction to someone else taking over my reality and my definition of who I am, the dehumanising side of it. loads of that happened in T. etc. But it was easy enough for me to side step that because when I read Klien, my whole life was explained. (Although not entirely the part about attraction to N.s although, that too is becoming clearer.) It was my mum in fact was an N. not my father. I'd love to know how what you'd think of reading Klien, his books are readable at Amazon.

oh, I could talk about it forever, as you can tell, but I'm trying to do a <font color="#000088"> 'Justice tight ship' </font>thing, I badly need more self discipline, its after m.n. here.

goodnight, Godbless,

riverx