I feel like my life is terrible. Problem with my brother and he's in the hospital and maybe have MRSA (his body can't fight infection). I all alone on the West Coast and my family is on the East Coast. I'm trying to move back East but nothing is happening yet.
I feel miserable most days and having a hard time coping with my feeling and suicidal idealization. I just don't want to be here anymore. Why should I live. I can't take this anymore.

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