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So, my OCD is linked to something most people might not even consider: school. It's really complicated to explain, and I might later, but I have a choir concert tonight, and my parents are coming, which really has me freaking out. I'm logging off at 3:15, but I just needed to know I had some good support here!
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. 
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