Will I ever be okay? I mean, I've met so many people with PTSD and I've never seen one who's better and no longer dealing with flashbacks and nightmares on a daily basis. Will I ever be off of this fight or flight mode? The littlest things make me jump out of my skin and the people around me (even if I know them through and through) keep me on edge. I know it's not them that I'm uncomfortable with but it doesn't help that they're all pretty loud and sometimes touchy. I can't be around people. I don't know how I'm going to go back to work seeing as how I'm a cashier at a supercenter so being around people is all I do, in a loud *** environment, no less. How am I suppose to do anything at this point?
Am I always going to be this messed up?