I will also pray for you. Graduating from college is extremely stressful for just about everybody. I was a Philosophy major and had no job, but I stuck around campus for awhile and worked in the computer lab or something. I had a friend who worked at a residential treatment center for adolescents in upstate New York and I ended up getting a job there. You'll find your way. You will probably hit a few dead ends, but that's OK. You are young. Please do not throw your life away. Your life is worthwhile. Do whatever you can to save it.