This is exactly how I felt before I took a bunch of sleep meds and got shipped off to the hospital. I just didn't want to feel anything or think anything or deal with anything. I just wanted to sleep through it all. Looking back I think some of my meds made me foggy so I had less energy to do anything. I would recommend seeing someone ASAP (er if you need to) to get yourself through this. Getting the right meds and enough sleep helped me a lot. Also take time off if you can to find something enjoyable that you can look forward to. Idk if this helps at all but I can at least say I relate. Feel better!