I'm very mixed-up about my weight. I go thru periods where i champion the size-acceptance movement and tell people i am, "Large and in Charge" and eat indulgently. But then i go on diets and suffer. It's a real struggle. Like Gina, sometimes i say YOLO. I don't smoke, drink, do drugs, gamble and i'm not promiscuous -- if i overeat, well everyone's got to have one vice -- it keeps you humble. I am interested in switching up my meds for weight-neutral ones as my recent thread said. But i may have to delay things as i may start a big new project soon and i don't want to be dealing with insomnia and other med issues on top of it.

But, yeah, my weight is a source of struggle and confusion for me. I accept it for a while then i reject it for a while, repeat.