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I am having a particularly difficult time tonight. I can't sleep and I can't stop crying. I am afraid to be hospitalized any time soon because I feel like that level of instability would give my husband the upper hand in court. It's always something. But, it's not usually this big of something!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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