I've never cried in T. I as soon as I get into the room I go into this weird disconnected/emotionally shut down mode. I really hate it because it isn't until after the session that the emotions come but by then I'm all alone and T is not there to help me and I have to wait a whole week to see her again and the cycle continues.

If I were to actually cry though I'm pretty sure my T would just let me cry and once I was done ask me questions about it to find the meaning of the tears. I highly doubt she would ever hug me. I'm too scared to ask.