Hi
I just noticed that ive depression and according to many quizez its a severe depressio .. i didnt check with a doctor because im from a country who doesnt understand psychological issues and they only thing if you want such a doctor you are crazy so im trying to find help online .

So ive this issue of not enjoying anything , im just bored all the time , always tired , lost interest in almost of everything .

I got engaged early this year and i really wanna be happy with all the new wedding details and everythimg but im not and i feel like im causing my fiance sadness because of what i do he thinks i never appreciate anything or enjoy anything .

I need help please i wanna know how to deal with this because i think im really sick