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Fizzyo · May 03, 2016 at 04:03 PM

Thank you everyone. You don't know how often re reading what you have all said has given me strength.

D Day is tomorrow.

I saw Pdoc Friday and there is little/no other medication worth trying. He said once you're taking Bupropion you've been scraping the bottom of the barrel for sensible medication options for a while. I'm glad I got to ask again though and he showed a lot of compassion for which I'm grateful.

Possible trigger:

It seems I'm unlikely to see much of the sun for the foreseeable future but I do appreciate that my Pdoc wouldn't lie and pretend hope that isn't there even though

he also said we can't be sure of the future and it can go the way we don't expect.

Medication can't cure everything, I know that from having worked nearly 24 years in the NHS.

Thanks for your concern English Dave. I will need a referral to get back into the system, but if things get bad I'm confident from what she's done in the past that my GP will make sure I'm sent back.

Possible trigger:

It feels more final now the discharge process is taking its course, the thing they've said for a while that this is in large part a personality thing so I have to live with the way I am. I'm fighting, kicking against it, don't want to accept it!!!!!

The sun may stay away, the hope quotient may be almost nil, but you guys inspire me to face the next day.