Thanks everyone.

Well, I finally went ahead after a lot of thought and said something to my therapist, but she says that she doesn't think it's anything to worry about. iI guess I just don't have the courage to say it properly. I'll try your suggestion, spiritual emergency, and print out this post.

Your replies really mean a lot to me, everyone.....

so thank-you.

[I'm really sorry if I sound like I'm faking it, because I feel that I'm not really worthy of anybody's help....... sorry, anxiety...sorry!]