I have yet to cry in session, only over the phone with t when my mother died. I'm not sure what she would do. We've joked saying she would probably jump for joy since I'd actually be allowing myself to feel anger or sadness all the way through (I never do. I push those feelings so far away), but I know for sure she'd never actually do that. Like the OP said, there have been a few times that I have wanted cry in session so my t could really see how I was feeling. But I've never been able to. I don't cry much I'm general due to the way I was raised where crying made things worse.
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