Little Turtle...I know where you are coming from---there are many of us out there/here who did the best they could given the dysfunction of our current health care system. Money Money Money---who is the best drug seller? How many billable hours have you done? Quick, hurry, ....move along, ....
it makes me sad. But, I am sure you also have memories of people you have connected with, who you have helped, and who have helped you to grow and learn. Those are important memories.