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I don't think your post is confusing at all. It sounds like you are working hard to help yourself and there is never anything wrong with that!

I'm proud of you for trying so hard to not be judgemental and negative. That is a wonderful goal and I know you will do your absolute best to get there. I have much faith in you!

Remember whenever we are learning something new, we may make mistakes along the way. It's part of the process. Don't be too hard on yourself for doing that..

Take good care my friend....I'm thinking of you in the most positive and uplifting light!



xoxoxo
sabby