((((((Carrie)))))))
I hope I'm not getting to much into religion by sharing this. Interpret it in light of your own beliefs, because I am sharing it for YOU. And if it's not appropriate, you can get rid of it

I like to think of it as if my higher power (or a loving mother works, too) is signing to me....
You Can Relax Now (by Susan McCullen)
You can relax now
Come on and open your eyes
Breathe deeply now
I am with you
Oh, my sweet, sweet child
Who do you think you are?
You are the child of God
And that will never change.
You had a dream
You misunderstood
You thought we were separate
But now you hear my voice and
You can relax
Come on and open your eyes
Breathe deeply now
I am with you
You are the love of my life
You are my one creation
You are eternity
AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE.
Carrie, it's true. You are wonderful, and THAT will never change because it's ingrained in who you are- it IS who you are. Light cannot be separated from your being at all because light IS your being and your being IS light. It is not conditional. It doesn't change when you are feeling dark. It is forever, and it is you. ALWAYS.
I love ya lots, Carrie. I hope you can find some peace.

Angela
(PS- check your pms)