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It's unlikely you have "just" lots of anxiety. Interesting though.
Are you sure your anxiety isn't caused by (milder or more persistent and older) delusions and/or hallucinations?
Is it anxiety caused by doubt (or certainty)? If it's doubt, that could be typical neuroticism: fear of (fear of)+ (one or more times) not knowing.
Delusions don't have to be very concrete: there can be something threatening yet not easily definable. Some more concrete/developed/crystallised delusions (and hallucinations) can be based on that abstract sense, but more transient.
Do you often have anxiety or panic attacks? What happens if you do?
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