In my last post I told of how my T cut contact outside of sessions. Well, I've had contact via text since. What the heck is this all about? T hasn't mentioned the horrible message I sent her. I'm guessing maybe she was feeling overwhelmed & needed time out?
This brings me to the next session which is looming. I'm so nervous about it because that text will need to be talked about. Im ashamed and embarrassed of myself for it. I'm also fretting that she's going to terminate me there and then. Maybe the termination feeling is a bit out there but I'm still filled with anxiety.
How is it after all this I'm still looking forward to seeing her?!


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