Feeling very anxious, my life it is plain ... it does no matter how much I tell myself that having a very insolated life because of major depression and the most terrible kind of anxiety disorder is ok. That all is ok. Well, it is not ok. I want to be active, no just someone that lives in a survivor mood. I have hope, just don't see it happened for years ... I am sad very sad to the point that you can see it on my face. Sighs