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"So I'll remember.", she said. Then she wrote the same thing on another piece of paper together with her signature.
She told me she had to write a written statement as proof for reasonable doubt, after she was charged with murder for killing Clyde.
While she sat on the sofa, feverishly writing away, she kept tapping her feet loudly on the wooden floor.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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