Hello Sevensong: The Skeezyks would simply like to send some healing thoughts your way with the hope that you will be able to find deep peace within.

I don't really have any particular suggestions for you. You might call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1 (800) 273-8255. One does not have to be suicidal to call. They advertise that they're there to help with any problem. Your new school, I would think, should have a student counseling service that could possibly be of assistance.

I don't know how far from your old school you're moving. If you're moving a fair distance away, & you're seeking more-or-less entry level employment opportunities, it may be unlikely a potential employer would check references. At least this was my experience in times past...