I am in a I just want to cry mood.. It's been slowly escalating for the last 7 or so days. I am in the I am depressed but managing stage. It's so deceptive, b/c I am at work, fulfilling PTF mom responsibilities to whole time thinking I just want to not be here anymore. T walked into school today as I was doing PTF school.. Now, I am sure he thinks I am doing just fine, even though I told him earlier in the week that I am not dealing with life very well right now.. I just feel blah!