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Originally Posted by healed84
I am in a I just want to cry mood.. It's been slowly escalating for the last 7 or so days. I am in the I am depressed but managing stage. It's so deceptive, b/c I am at work, fulfilling PTF mom responsibilities to whole time thinking I just want to not be here anymore. T walked into school today as I was doing PTF school.. Now, I am sure he thinks I am doing just fine, even though I told him earlier in the week that I am not dealing with life very well right now.. I just feel blah!
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I'm sorry you feel this way. Hugs, all that you need.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. 
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