Thanks! But it wasn't a session, just a paperwork exchange (she wrote me up a receipt going back to January that I have to sign for some reason, and I filled out a form for her basically about my goals.) But I didn't end up going anyway, I got stuck on a call at work and texted her to tell her I couldn't make it til 15 minutes after the agreed upon time, and suddenly it didn't matter so much anymore seeing her today - it was weird, suddenly I felt completely freed from my recent crazy intense feelings - was already pretty much over them, but found in that moment that they're totally gone now - so I said we could just wait til my next session on the 14th and she agreed. I did of course have to make sure that we're ok (I wouldn't be me if I didn't) - because I've really been impossible lately and I know it - so I asked "We're ok, right? I promise I'm over my recent crazy intense stuff" and she said that yes, we are good. So I am settled again.