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Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow
Thank you. Not feeling very strong right now; I never even touched this today.
I'm not on anything specifically for OCD. It has been worse lately and my therapist mentioned that Monday. I'm on an MAOI which interacts with a lot of stuff and I'm allergic to a lot more so treating it with meds has never come up. It may have to.
There's some pretty intense paranoia mixed in with this; I'm completely terrified something bad will happen if I tell what is going on in my head. I'm newly on a different AP and don't know if that's got a role although this pre-dates the AP by more than a year.
I probably should bring all of it (and the serious scalp picking I've been doing) with my therapist and pdoc soon.
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Unless you killed someone or did something equivalent, I can guarantee you that nothing bad will happen to you, BeyondtheRainbow.
Nothing bad will happen. I passed through the same thing and it felt SO GOOD, to let it all out. It was tough but nothing bad happened, it changed my life and it could very well do the same to you! Therapists and doctors are all there to help you (and enrich themselves but that's not another story! lol) and no one will judge you.
I strongly advise you to tell them everything, it will change your life, trust me. You're a strong, smart woman and you can do this. A LOT of people live in denial, lie to themselves and don't admit they have a problem, you did. You're very strong, you just don't know it yet.