My medication isn't working. I am on luvox 200mg and weaning off the effexor xr to eventually go off it. I got my abilify lowered from 10 to 5 MG. The voices are back but I refuse to tell the doctor because I want to try and push through it. The abilify was lowered because I was gaining a lot of weight from it. I don't want to be put back on that dose and gain more weight again. God I just feel so hopeless, I've tried so many medications and none of them have seemed to help with my depression. I feel like sleeping all the time and just don't feel motivated to do anything. People say I look happier but maybe I'm just good at putting up a front. I'm really not, I'm suffering. I am even thinking of self harm again.
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DX: Major Depressive Disorder Moderate,Anxiety(Mainly social),Autism.
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