So yesterday i got ambushed into feeling out a questionaire at a doctors office when i amswered the suicide question incorrectly i was questioned as i mentioned in another post.i told the guy i had self harmed the previous day and that i still had my tool.he asked to speak to my therapist and asked me to call her as well.since then i have cut twice once because I was upset by my case manager and tonight cause i was just plain wanting to.im afraid cause tomorrow i see my therapist.i know shes talked to the psychologist already and i know she kniws ive cut at least once.im afraid shell ask if ive done it more and for me to give up what i cut with.im afraid if i don't shell have me admitted. My therapist usess the danger to yourself rule to extreme so evrn cutting can land you a hospital visit for three days.in my case more. I don't want to go back to the hospital but i don't want to give up what i cut with either cause its my last piece no way to get more cause parents will take them away if i lose this one.dont know what to do appointment is tomorrow freaking out.

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