Cant go inpatient ive had bad experiences and im different inpatient it's down right scary sometimes because its hard to control myself and i hurt myself more. I guess I feel like the cutting tools are my adiction if i give them up how will i escape the thoughts though i have thought of taking a cold shower im not sure im ready to give it up entirely its a safety blanket .i could use the fear to not cut if it's not to late

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