You words "this relationship could mirror a parent child relationship". Thank you, I just hope you can be more than my parents ever were. I like the play therapy, I know its nearly always used with children but that's who I am inside, that bit of me just didn't have the opportunities it should have, it was too busy dealing with horrible things it shouldn't have had to deal with. I like the doodling games but the cards were a bit of a shock after that. I was pointing at the balls but that will teach me to try and tell you what I want, won't it. I like you. I don't know where you got nine from, I was seven. I still feel a bit silly/stupid though but it is OK isn't it? I understand that therapy should be driven by the client and I want to get there but right now I just want you to take the lead, I never had that and it feels nice for a little while. I don't feel in the right place to lead. If I do it will be as my adult self but my inner child as you called it is too scared right now. Hmmmm, see you next week but you might hear from me sooner.