Very unhappy. I have body dysmorphic disorder. I've recently gained weight and am working to get it off but it's not easy. I often just end up starving myself. My stomach is covered in scars from multiple surgeries for endometriosis and I hate it. I also have a nasty surgical scar on my elbow and a huge scar from a suicide attempt.

People tell me I'm pretty but I don't see what they see. I'm very vain. I wear a lot of makeup, I am obsessive about skincare and aging. I'm heavily tattooed. My tattoos and my pink hair are probably the only things I like about myself. Otherwise I have a horrible self image.